I only know how to love deeply.
once I open my heart, it will stay open.
I don’t know how to decrease the intensity… I only know once you get in to my circle as a friend or more … you will know if you are to me.
But that label cannot describe who you are to me. It’s just a label that for me don’t fit you. I have many people that I call friend, but not all connect to me as you are.
You are special … and I Love You
Every picture that I draw is meant for someone to have it. This one I made it for one of my good friend before he moved back to his country.
Every one have a big heart, and every one have love that ready to shine on. but some of them just don’t know how to light it up. It covered by all the condition, dogma, situation, trauma and they’ve been through since they were a kid. The light inside them then getting smaller and dimmer. All they have to do is willing to open, to see to, reach out and let their love shine again. By just simply look around in an open eyes and an open heart … when people see love around them in every thing, they will start to love again. Even though it’s not easy at first, many questions, doubt, worry … once they let it all go … the love inside will shine again brighter and bigger.
For an old friend, dear winter warrior … I believe you already turn into a summer warrior now.
Sometimes we need to make a hard choice in our life. Or we are facing a situation that makes us not able to think clearly. Or even, our life suddenly change and we are not ready for it.
We are a social creature that we feels like we need to ask for others opinion, we feels like we need confirmation from others … but they not us … we are in our situation not others. So no one can tell us what to do or what to say.
Continue reading Follow Your Heart
How to stop a very sensitive little girl from crying?
You cannot …
Whatever the reason is when this little angel shed a tears, it will only stop when all the motions that she’s been holding all this time release with all the tears. Weather it’s because she’s upset, or because someone upset of her, or someone just upset about something but release the emotions to her… she will cry in silent or out loud.
The tears will bring up all the feelings an emotions that related to her, especially when you are her mother, her only parent left that she can only see for a day on the weekend, now stay by her side and try to calm her self down. The more you say something, the more you stroke her hair or her back, the tighter you hold her … the more she cry and the launder it become. Continue reading A Broken Hearted Angel
When someone that you gave a piece of your heart lives far far away in a different continent. And when you cannot take back a piece of your heart from someone that already become the past. When the big puzzle’s chuck of your heart that stay with you calling for the other parts of it. The feelings that came out is so complex. Cannot describe it with words. Even you will not run out of heart pieces because others gave you their pieces of heart also. But still it’s different pieces. Like when the children from far away calling for their mom. The Mom will know it. And work the opposite. At this moment my heart callings for the other pieces. And I wish that pieces listen to the calling and answer back. I wish that they comeback to me and become one with my heart. But once it given away, it forever stay with their new keeper.
Please take care of the pieces of my heart. And I will take care the piece of your heart.